Belief

Hoards of thoughts leaped to strangle , past memories flashed and churned the cerebrium , waves of emotion crawled and crippled the withered soul , and I sat still ... paralysed with my own fears. Beleif and trust , faith and love were never empty words some three months back. Seven year long reverence morphed to aversion and fervent hatred. The veneration turned to scorn. I HAD BELEIVED . aah... never ever shall I lay my trust on trust. I have no raeson to write this blog. Only remorse and desperation fills me. Some day I shall meet the person who made a machine out of me. What have I to tell him.... nothing but silence .After all, I can never forgive nor foreget nor stop to convey my gratitude that I finally woke up to see my present.